Samudera Biru

Kilauan cahaya mentari menyinarinya.
Langit yang biru pun ikut menghiasinya.
Awan yang indah selalu tersenyum.
Burung-burung pun bahagia berkicau.

Butiran pasir menghiasi seluruh langkah.
Ikan dan para temannya pun ikut menghiasinya.
Tak lupa pula para karang yang menambah keindahannya.
Mendamaikan hati yang sedang pilu.

Hijau pepohonan tak lupa melengkapi sekitarnya.
Teriakan riang para insan.
Senyuman datang tanpa di undang.
Bagaikan surga yang selalu dinantikan.

Apakah ini semua ?
Inikah kuasa Tuhan ?
Ya, seperti itulah yang ku tau.

Samudera biru yang indah.
Angin yang selalu menari diatasnya.
Kumohon tuk tetap menjadi surga dunia.

When I Miss You.

When I miss you.
I wrote all the flavor with a string of words.
I tried to make as good as possible so you can read it.
Because of how valuable you are.

When I miss you.
It wasn't felt, tears adorn my cheek.
But whatever it is still not going to bring your arrival.
Even your voice can't even hear.

When I miss you.
A blue sky feels gray.
Hot sun couldn't warm my soul
There was no sense of beautiful in my life.

When I miss you.
Millions of my dreams want you to come back.
Although have to walk far to pick you up.
I am willing for the sake of happiness of my heart.

When I miss you.
All my steps was stiff without you.
There was no laugh as beautiful with you.
Living entirely painful.

When I miss you.
I want to keep the selfishness.
Reach my happiness, no matter even ignore your happiness.
Fortunately, I didn't do it when I miss you.

When I miss you.
I was heartbroken when remembering him beside you.
So I want erase this longing.
But my heart still hope you to come back.

When I miss you.
Millions questions fill my mind.
"Do you feel desire like this to me ?"
"Is there any desire to meet again with me ?"

When I miss you.
There was no sense of regret to meet you at the time.
There was no desire to separate you.
There was no desire to handcuff your soul.

When I miss you.
My heart asked : "Is there any regrets you know me ?"
My heart asked : "Couldn't you have just me ?"
My heart asked : "Is so easy eliminate me from your life ?"

When I miss you.
I gave you all a sincere affection for you.
I wiped the memory of your imperfections.
I assure our real heart is one.

When I miss you.
I realize how weak I am without you.
I remembered how I used to be rough.
I was begging you to come back.

Just because when I miss you.
How stuck I here
The beauty of giving, the beauty of being loved.
How to try to loyal hearts.

When I miss you.
Missing is the only word in my heart.

All About "When I Miss You".

Sebuah Pesan Untuknya.

Semakin lama ku pendam rasa ini,
Semakin lama pula ku tahan rasa sakit yang mendalam.
Semakin menusuk tajam didalam hatiku.
Rasanya seperti sebuah goresan luka besar didalam hatiku.

Ingin rasanya ku sampaikan padanya.
Bahwa selama ini.
Sepanjang hari ini.
Dan sampai detik ini pula.
Aku sangat mencintainya.
Aku sangat menyayanginya.
Dan aku sangat merindukannya.
Setiap detikku hanya habis untuk mengingatnya.

Mungkin bagi mereka, aku ini bodoh.
Ya, kusadari begitu lah adanya diriku.
Tapi ntah apa yang kubisa.
Aku tetaplah pada ego ku yang besar ini.

Tuhan, ku telah menulis beribu surat untuknya.
Tapi ku tak sanggup memberikan kata-kata tak berharga itu padanya.
Aku terlalu lemah sebagai seorang lelaki.
Bantulah hambaMu yang hina ini.
Bantulah aku untuk menyampaikan beribu kalimat itu.
Walau ku tau, asa ini bertepuk sebelah tangan.
Tapi ku tetap mencoba untuk bertahan.

Mungkin Kau bisa mengirim itu melalui mimpinya Tuhan.
Ku tau itu bakal menjadi sebuah mimpi buruk untuknya.
Tapi ku mohon sekali ini saja.
Karena ku benar-benar telah tersesat dijalan cinta ini.
Aku tak mampu lagi bertahan.

Berlalu tanpa arah.

Aku tak tau harus menulis apa.
Aku hanya bisa merasakan.
Tak dapat menuliskan yang kurasa.
Aku ingin, tapi aku tak mampu.

Aku tak mengerti dengan apa yang kurasa.
Yang ku tau hanyalah,
perasaan ini benar-benar sangat menyiksa.
Ku telah lelah berlari mencari tempat bersembunyi dari ini semua.
Tapi itu semua sia-sia.
Aku tetap saja merasakan sakit yang sangat dalam ini.

Aku bertanya pada angin.
Tapi mereka tetap saja terbang melalui segalanya.
Ku ingin seperti mereka yang dapat pergi kemanapun.
Mencari kehidupan baru.
Tapi apalah kubisa.
Aku hanya seorang manusia hina yang tak pantas mendapatkan apa-apa.

Aku ingin hidup dengan kebahagiaan.
Dengan canda dan tawa.
Ya, itulah angan ku.

Ku tau aku bodoh.
Ingin rasanya ku menggoreskan sebilah pisau di nadi ini.
Tapi, aku sadar itu hanya perbuatan bodoh.
Semakin ku berlalu, semakin cepat ku dilupakan.
Begitu lah kata mereka.
Jadi ku coba untuk tetap kuat menghadapi ini.

Melalui pahitnya hidup.
Menanti kembali sesosok senyuman terindah yang pernah ada.

For What I've Done

Sorry for what I've done.
All the pain I've caused you.
I'm sorry I've ruined everything we had that made us special and unique.
I know we have a strong connection.
I just wish I hadn't taken it for granted.
Can you forgive me ?

For you it's over.
But for me it's not over yet.
I still love you.
But you ?

All our memories happiness and loneliness.
Tears. Smile. Cry. Laugh.
Please come back.

I miss you a lot.
As I've said it's not over for me.
"Past is Past"

If you've disappointed.
I'm so sorry.
I've cried for you.
I've laughed for you.
I've changed just for you.
Now I'm alone.
Just because of you.
Now I'm alone.
Without you.

If I'd die today.
What will you do ?
Come after ?
Or just pretend not affected.

I love you more than you know.
I wish I was a butterfly.
So I could fly away from this pain.

You're so important for me.
I don't know.
If I'll be okay.

You traded everything just for me.
I never realized that.
I love you.
I Miss you.
My only wish for now is to be with you.

Everyday had been.
My worst nightmare.
With this life of mine.
Everything had change.
You removed my worries.
Now I think I should throw my dreams.

Since I've done this.
I'm lonely everytime.
My sunshine becomes my night.
My happiness becomes a crap.
Plenty lies.
You're not here.
I'm alone waiting for you to come back.

If I have a request.
Please don't leave me now.
Here because you know,
I love you more.